well its bin a while since ive written on here...bible school has been pretty awesome definately learning a lot/ finiding out how much i really did not know about the bible! the boyfriend is absolutly amazing as well. yesterday in church the pastor was speaking on how we need to love anyways not love because of certain things. i really enjoyed the message because no matter where you go or what you do in life there are always going to be poeple that are hard to love but to love them anyways is a good challenge! i have seen the benefits of being loved anyways and its really awesome. some people know that i have a past that at times is hard to deal with but you know what, God loves me anyways and my bf chooses to love me anyways. i feel so blessed by the poeple who choose to love no matter what. thats what i want to be able to do for all people that are in my life. not to love them because they are good to me or because they make me happy but love them anywas even if they mess up and fail sometimes. even i dont want to love them some days but i choose to love them anyways! if people all over the world could do this think of how wonderful the world could be. unfortunatly lots of us including christians love because not anyways.....

well today i started my first class. its two week class that involves a heck of a lot of reading. its called Pentateuch, pretty self explanitory! in the next two weeks il be studying the first 5 books of the bible. it should be pretty awesome! i am taking a big load this year, 18 credit hour classes. which means lots n lots of homework, i also am taking piano lessons so i can hopefully one day play beautiful angelic music. i am bored out of my mind today, classes are only in the morning, i have no homework and im not involved in sports which means i have all afternoons and evenings off! whoo hoo! it will be wonderful once all the homework comes, it will give me lots of time to get it done!

today i registered for my classes! it should be sweet but a lot of work...makin some new friends which is sweet and my roomie is fantastic...love you KP! at 1230 we have lunch mm yummi...the food by the way is delicous...and im not to sure whats after lunch...anyways so far so good!

first day of hangin out at school was great! i have an awesome roomie and really lookin forward to this year! today we are having church and food haha thats about all i know for now!

wow i didnt think the goodbyes would be this difficult..i know im gonna have an awesome time at school but say bye to my friends is so hard! bitersweet...not really feeling ready to leave but i know i need to..the tears are setting in and its quite unfortuante, thought id be ok...o well..i know il see them again!

some people are...hm..i dont even know what to call it...anyone thats ruins a friendship for a boy/girl you know you cant have a relationship with anyways is frankly just dumb! had a going away party today..seeing as within the next 2 weeks we are all leaving..and all i want to say to your face is your not welcome here anymore! you couldnt care less about the friendships youve ruined cuz your ditching this party to go see people or person youve seen all weekend already...lame! grow up! its intresting how you find out who your friends are and who were people maybe just passing through and area of life...

hm, still awake at 3:14 am....just got home from the city not to long ago, had a good chill time with friends. now i should be sleeping but instead im on the internet. my eyes would like sleep but the rest of me could stay up for hours yet! i have realized that staying up this late however is not a good thing! i go to school in 14 days...i will need my sleep then so should get in the habbit of going to bed earlier..like say 11 maybe haha. ANYWAYS i've rambled enough for now..